Ok, so if you read my other post about myspace, you will understand this post. So my ex boyfrind wrote me a message, saying that he will not delete the myspace, and know he's talking to all my friends, and my friends dont know it is him. OMG i hate him. He called me a bitch. I cant deal with this right now, if my mom finds out that  there is a myspace on the computer, i will be dead. I already contacted myspace, but no one responded. What do i do. I have enough problems with my life, and i dont want to be dealing with my gay ass ex.

Hey people!!! Just uploaded a new pick of me. It was recent, that i took this. Comment if ya wanna.

~Taking Back Sunday & Coheed and Cambria

i've been trying out for next years high school tennis team. I really love to play tennis, i've been playing for 4 years now, next year will make it five if i make the team. I think i have a good chance of making the team. Today was my third tryout, and i am doing great. Out of 40 girls trying out, only 20 is going to make the team. Some of my friends are trying out, but bad thing to say is, i dont want them making the team. I think instead of actually getting better, i think my friends will be distracting me. I would never say that to their faces, but i hate to say it's true. I told my mom this, and she thinks im right. So during practices, i still talk to my friends, but i just try to pay attention, so i can make the team. I love to play alot of sports, but my favorite is tennis, and my other favorite sport is golf. Me and my uncle go golfing every month, and my goal is to try to beat him, came close but no cigar. But i got just pray i make this tennis team.

Ok, so i live with my mom, and visit my dad everyother weekend. I hate going to my dads house, beacuse he dont give a shit about me, he dont make any food, theres never nothing to do (he lives on a highway). Dont have any friends up there. The only friend i have is my sister. She lives there, and i dont know how she takes it? I only go there to see her, it's not like my dad wants to see me. He only drives half way to get me, so he can take off of work, nice dad huh. I really wish my best friend (my sister), would just come back home where she belongs. She is in a alfull school, that also has intruders breaking in, and the school always is in lock down. There was even a intruder in the school, that fired a gun in my step brothers lunch. I need her back home. I always tell her to come back home, but she dosent want to. I dont want my sister killed, My mom is always worring about her, beacuse she left the house without saying goodbye to my mom, and never even bothered to call my mom. We have a perfect familly at home. Whats her problem? NADINE COME HOME!!!

I really like this guy, but there is a little problem. He's my stepbrothers friend, and he dont like his sisters dating his friends. One time my sister did that, and he was pissed. He knows i like him, but it is just not working out. What do i do??

Every day of my summer is taken up. Im trying out for a high school tennis team, and i also have summer school. Monday...tennis, Tuesday...school, Wensday...school, Thursday...school and tennis. The only days i have off is friday saturday and sunday. I hate this summer. There are so many other bad things going wrong so far with familly also. I just can't take it.